do you ever feel like you feel too much? i do. i know i’ve always said that i need that, that i crave polarity in my life — but i’m still amazed by the fact that everything that happens to me seems to be supercharged with some sort of signicificance. i’m either feeling everything in the world there is to feel, accessing all of my emotions — or i’m existing in a stark moonscape, trying to pretend that any and all emotionality is merely self constructed, and that nothing is nothing and that’s something extreme too. i can spend entire days in bed, lost in thought. i can spend entire days out with other people.